Sunday, August 26, 2012

What if?????

What if the boy I had a crush on asked me out?
What if I didn't have Turner Syndrome?
What if I kept my opinions to myself?
What if I could drive to anywhere?
What if I had a high-profile job?
What if I could undo any hurt I have caused others?

I know it's a waste of energy, but it's human to think this way; If only "this"were different, than things would be better.

But it is what it is.  Oh! how I hate that phrase!  To me it suggests that one should not strive for change, but just suck it up. I would like to believe that change is possible, and even a good thing.  I don't want to just accept, because, sometimes in the poker game of life, many hands are shitty.

I have to count on my shitty hand winning.

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